| "Grind on me..." |
[May. 24th, 2005|09:13 pm] |
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Hey~
What's going on? Nothing here at all. I havent updated in awhile. I dono. I guess i just havent had anything really interesting to say. Well..as of today we only have about 12 more days of school..so im pumped as hell. This year went by really fast..and i had a lot of good memories...along with some bad..:/..but thats okay. Thats life.:).So..today I had felt really stupid about a mistake i made. Actually, it wansnt just a mistake i made once..i made it like 9 times..and it realize now how stupid i am. I keep hoping for something else when obvioulsy the truth is infront of my face..ugh. Whatever. I cant spend my life dwelling on it...so..maybe by making it my motivation..losing weight will finally be successful. I hope so. I really belive i can do it. SOmebody told me that if i lost 20 lbs i would look sick...so im hopig for between 10 and 20...but im determined! lol.yay. i wana come back next year looking completely different...so just pray that i have luck. If nebody reads this at all. I spent tonite at the ymca..and then i called tara and cracked up about her new haircut. She's such a doof. Honestly...i had tears in my eyes..i couldnt stop.she's soo silly. I love her to death though lol. so.yeh..thats about it for in my life. School is starting to slow down for a lil bit...but not for long because pretty soon finals will be hurr...so.. i dono. imma enjoy it while i can. Well..itslike 9:25 so imma go lay down and rest a bit siince i have nothign else to do..maybe think bout some things..ill ttyl..xoxo
!ashley! |
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| " Back to lyfe...back to reality.." |
[May. 14th, 2005|11:16 pm] |
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Hey!
What is up? Nothing here at all. It's already saturday night..im so blown away about how fast time is passig by..its kinda scary. LIke...track was over in a blurr, i remember indoor track thinking..wow..im never gunna make it..and hearing them talk bout stuf happenin in may thinkin..5 mnths..no way..but..i made it. N.. all week i was excited for tara to be suprised by eric..and then now its sat. nite and he wil be leaving tomorow...even though today was a long day at work..it kinda flew by in a blurr too..so im kinda freaked about about time and how it works. I have also decided that maybe i'll want to study psychology..im interested in the humans and why people say what they say..and why they do what they do. It just kinda amazes me when I slow down and stop to thinkk bout the world im living in...it's very interesting. SO yeh..tomorrow ill get up.. go to church..come home and then run around and do some homework..and that will be that..the weeked will be over and we'll head into week number 4..in our countdown to the end of school.im ready! im ready! im ready!..oh yeh.. this is guna be great..xoxo
!Ashley! |
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| "All you gotta do is say yes..." |
[May. 13th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
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Hey!
What's going on? Um..basically nothing here.Today we celebrated tara's birthday! yay. And we suprised her by having her lover eric come in! lol yay. I was so happy when I saw them together.. awe. They are soo cute... a lil too cute. lol. Ahh well. Right now my eyes are itchy and kiling me like crazi! They really itch bad..and im nervous because tomorow i have my quiz thingy...and i left my paper at school and i dont want them to send me home for the day! that would be embarassing..so pray I do well okay. good. so..thats that. Nothign else ish appening at all..i cant wait to go back over to tara's hosue tomorrow nite..oohlala.. we are guna have fun..i finally get to bond wtih eric..yay! lol. I feel like i have been talkint o him online forever.. n now i get to meet him and its guna be awesome. But yeh...i hope they enjoy thier weekend together.. and they will have an awesome time.. :)..i dono..im thirsty..ill ttyl..xoxo
~Ashley~ |
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| "It's not just gon happen like that..." |
[May. 11th, 2005|09:35 pm] |
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Hey~
What is going on homies? Lol Nothing here. Bored as hell..once again. Um..today was a good day. It was the absolute last day of track. This includes pratice and everything..its so bittersweet. Im excited that track is finally over..but i also cant belive it and im going to miss it and all the girls..and you shoudk ow im serious bc i have dedicated my last 3 entries at least to talking bout track and the girls..lol..i canth elp it. imma miss it! lol. So.yup. Tomorow is thursday..the week is almost over and pretty soon this weekend is guna be here. I cant wait until friday! lol yay! dq cake! Nothing could make me happier..and the fact that my best friend is turnig sweet 16 ad soon will have her license and all that good shiz. Yes.i cant wait to pimp rides off of her! lol. awesome!:p. To thats all i have to say for todays journal entry. Nothign else is really going on in my life...and for once thats a good thing...:)
xoxo
!ashley! |
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| " Had an awesome season..." |
[May. 10th, 2005|09:23 pm] |
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hey~
Track is over! awe. im kinda sad. Im gunna miss it so much. YOu just get used to goign there after school and hanging out with those girls and being outta breath...thewhole experience was awesome and i wouldnt trade it for the world! I love you girls! lol. So..yeh...we had an awesome last meet. We smoked wilson, wellsville and columbiana. It was awesome. So..yup..after that we suprised coach Gorski with these orange shirts that said " Gorksi Girls on it"..andhen Amanda and Taylor chased her down and poured water all over her..it was awesome. lmao. It wasjust a great end to an awesome season..ill continue to supoort our girls and bring my buddy mell a snack! lol i love ya mel. Well.im exhausted..n i got a spanish quiz to study for..so..ima head out..*comment*
xoxo
!ashley! |
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| "If you take your love away from me..ill go crazi..." |
[May. 9th, 2005|09:21 pm] |
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Hey~
What's going on? Monday is over! The worst is over! lol. ANd tomorrow is our last track meet and im so happy...nobody even understands! lol wheww! I am so excited. yay! And..thats that. Track will be over..and i cannt belive it. IM so diappointed we didnt get our new shirts today...i thought we were supposed to. GRR!! lol. No..im cool.. i can wait. And now...i have no homework or anything so i can go straight to sleep..im soo happy. I love nights when i can sleep all night long without being iterruped lol ha.! Just me...ad my stuffed animals lol ha! Right now...im watching the Real World Challenge...being bored as hell. Noboyd is online for me to talk to...:(.. lol. awe. Im lonlely. I dono. I really ahve nothing else to say. I ordered Tara's cake today! lol yay..and I tried to make reservations at olive garden, however...they said they dont take them on friday nights..so im like..ugh ok watever. So..i dono i wated to make reservatiosn at 6:30 so im hoping that if i get there at like 6..i will be able to get a table at 6:45..hopefuly! lol ugh...damn olive garden.had to ruin my perfect plans..lol. So..yeh.. i think imma go lay on the couch until its time for bed! lol .. peace
xoxo
!ashley! |
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| "Lay your body down..." |
[May. 8th, 2005|08:59 pm] |
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Hey~~
What is going on? Nothing here at all.. i am once again very bored. Today was a very good day. Even tho i woke up super late for church.i went.. and i got 5 dollars to burger king bc i made honor roll. lol. THen i came home and said goodbye to my mother because she left for Las Vegas today. awe..i hope she has a good week. So..i chilled for a bit and then i called my gpa and he took me driving! yay! i had so much fun..we drove on the highway..and all over Boardman..and then i drove home from my gparets house..it was just awesome. Im glad i got some experience..this way maybe my mom will take me out when she gets home! lol. hehe. So.yup..thats about it. Im excited this week is that last week for track. Thank you!! I had an awesome time though..and imma miss it and the girls. Hopefuly i will be able to do it next year...:)... and we get our new shirts tomorrow so ..im really excited. lol um..oh yeh.. i have a big govt test and left my notecard and binder at school...so i coulndnt do it! Im really hurt! So..tomorrow i have to hurry up and get as much done as i can..and if i cant finish..then i will still get xtra credit..and i have an "A" anyway so.. i hope it doesnt do much damage at all! So..just pray i get most of it done! ugh lol. And..nothing else is realy going on. I had a good day so i think i'll be able to sleep soundly tonite...yes..i cant wait to snuggle up in my bed..it will feel so nice.. i know u wish u could be there**..Comment..
xoxo
!ashley! |
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| "Few times I been around that track..." |
[May. 7th, 2005|10:30 pm] |
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Hey~
What's going on? nothing here at all. Im too bored! Today was my firt day of work and im really excited. I think i like it...and i hope i am there for awhile. I work realy hard..and i deserve a chance so..im excited! lol hehe. Since my mother is leavin for las vegas tomorrow.. :(..we went to mother's day dinner tonite and then we came home and me ad my mom went out to the mall to go to lerner new york..lol so..we went and there was such cute clothes there so i got me a shirt!yay..it was soo cute. I like it alot. So..then i went to my gmas to give her these flowers i bought her.. yellow roses...so.. then we went to the movies and now i am home. Im so exhausted.. i cant wait to go to sleep! It will feel so good to just relax. Yeh..maybe i will puta movie in or something..and just lay there and clear my head..ah..that would be nice
so.. boys..ugh..just ugh. I have realized that i realy am stupid. I know i am smart in my head..but..still...sometimes i just let other things get in the way of my commen sense. lol u know? Like..i let my heart and emotions get me carried away and i dont stop to think bout what is really going on. That is my mistake..ad i deserve having my heartbroken 8 times by the same guy. 8..i deserve it. I should have had more sense than i did..what an idiot.honestly.. its ok though. Because i am okay. I acutally am suprised i didnt cry this time..ad i am geuinely happy..im learnin to cope with the strugles in my life and deal with them...and i hope i will be a better person for it. :)
so thats all ihave to say right now.. lol..i m a lil tired so i think imma go get a drink of water and relax for the nite..*comment&*..xoxo
~ashley~ |
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| "...with every new day comes a new lesson learned..." |
[May. 5th, 2005|09:24 pm] |
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Hey~
What is going on? Nothing here at all. Im too bored. Today is thursday. Which means...that tomorrow is friday! yay! im so excited..the end of this school year is flying by..i cant wait. So..yup..today was also Cinco de Mayo.. n we had a lil party in spanish.i didnt eat that much...but..the food was pretty good i assume lol. The rest of the day was pretty much the same...and then i went to practice. We sat there because it took forever to get through everybody you know. It was crazy. So..after practice..i came home..got bytched at..hehe..and then went out to get a polo for work on saturday..*yes..im soon to be a workin woman*..and then i came home and went down to Kristy's house to see my second mommmy lol..bc i hadnt seen her for awhile. Oh! BTW~ Today is 2 mnths till my Sweet Sixteen. Im so excited...even though nothing big is really happenin..i dont care..imma party on my own...prolly with tara..and have an awesome time..so yay! ANyway...i prolly should go straighten up my bedrom and look over my bio shyt b4 bed..im tryin to get a good grade in that class.. well.. i already have a B..im pushin for an "A"..lol. ha! wish me luck.. im out..*comment*
xoxo
~ashley~
I really learned my damn lesson this time...:/ |
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| " I didnt mean it when i said i didnt love you so..." |
[May. 1st, 2005|09:30 pm] |
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Hey~
What is goin on? Nothing here at all. Today was kind of a rollercoaster..it went up and down, and up and down. But..its cool. RIght now its up..and i hope it stays that way. So.i realy have nothign to say...at all. Today..i went to church. Ashley was there..she finally got to see Jamal..and got to see that..just..yah. That i was right..thats all im goin to say. So..yup. Um..actually.i have eaten so much this weekend..i think i gained at least 10 lbs..hehe. Wow.. i dont wana go back to school tomorrow. This weekend went by so fast..i barely got to enjoy it because i was sick all weekend long.yuck...but..w/e..i think im headed to bed..xoxo *cooment*
~aShLeY~
...wow..i guess i really am inn love with you...:/ |
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| "Vacation...all I ever wanted..." |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|10:25 pm] |
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Hey~
What's goin on? Nothing here. IM extremely bored.Its about 10:45 on a Saturday nite. And im just kind of in a miserable mood. IM sick..its that time of the month..n everyting is just goin wrong. I dono..why does my life have to got his way. Ugh..im so pissed. I wanted tara to wax my lip today..but...she never called me back..so..whatever. I guess im not gettin my lip waxed. I swear..nobody truly cares bout how they make me feel. Whatever i guess i cant do anything bout people and hwo they treat me. It's already saturday..ad t hen tomorow it will be sunday and i will be back i that hellhole called Boardman High School. ugh...I swear.. the people arent me are just..whatever. I dont wana talk bout the people around me. Im sick..and i just want everything to be different..everything about my life. It's kind of ridiculous..and i feel like im takin advantage of what i do have...but still. My life isnt that great...right now im just prayin that i get a job at Chick-Fila. IM supposed to go in on monday to go over my application..ugh..pray for me. I need a job bad because i have alot of stuf to pay for.So.yes. I only have 2 more track meets to run in... ihave one against wilson and one against fitch. Imma do soo bad..i justknow it. I come in last in l ike every single race..so i dont know what i'm doing. Honestly...somewhow i still have enuf guts to keep entering myself..its weird how i havent quit yet. So i figure..now i only have two more times to come in last! yay..i cnat wait until may 10. hopefuly that will be my last track meet. IM prety sure because im not going to make it to the big meets...and you know what? thats okay with me. I have given it my all this season..and i have come in with a few personal records so...good for me. yeah..good for me.:)
xoxo
~ashley~
dont worry...you're still occupying my thoughts..:/ |
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| "Forever..." |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
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Hi~
Today was just..ugh. Another sucky day in the life of Ashley Wilson. I mean..honeslty. Today..in the middle of class Noah yells " hey didnt you used to like kevin"..im like..um. no. But thanks for embarassing me anyway. He says nikki told him..and im pissed at her. WHy would she tell him that? Like..wtf...the ppl at this school are really starting to get to me..ugh. So..tomorrow is friday..andn im glad..im kinda hopin to go to the ymca if i have nothign to do..whhich more than likely hi will have nothing to do.so.yup. And theni just had a headache..and i have alot of things on my mind..im just..goin crazy all around. I came home adn just cried..after callin tara of course..anyway..i just sat down and started baulin..and then i decided to take a nap. My mom woke me up at like 5:30 and asked if i still wanted to go to the ymca..so she dropped me off and i got a workout in. I was satisfied. So..i came home..ate a lil somethin for dinner..and then got to studyin for spanish..i stil have some stuf to look over..so ima go do that before i go to sleep.i just wish things were soo different..i wwant is soo bad..i dono wat to do..im getin so impatient and it makes me upset to think that things are never guna change..and imma have to accept it..because i dont want to accept this life..i just want it to be different...*sigh*..ima goin to bed*comment*
xoxo
~ashley~
i really hate this..i dont wana accept i cant have you...:/ |
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| "..you will always be my number one.." |
[Apr. 27th, 2005|09:40 pm] |
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Hey~
What is goin on? Im soo bored. Today is Wednesday..and im so glad that the week is half over. yay! Today..i took 3 tests..and i got a C on my bio test. Im so pissed..so long A.. whatever.. i cant do anything except work hard to keep itat a "B"..ugh. So..after school i came home and relaxed..and then put on my gym clothes and headed to the ymca. I did 25 minutes on the bike..some abs..some leg machines..and then 20 minutes runnin cardio on the treadmill...and then 10 minutes on the elipticals..so..i had a pretty goood workout..i must sayim proud of myself.So yup..came home and ate a healthy dinner.and now im exhausted..and considering i have no homework..i think imma just sleep..nice and peacefully..goodnite..*comment*
xoxo
~ashley~
...why do i still care so damn much..:/ |
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| "...but you wont get to see the tears ive cried..." |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|09:28 pm] |
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Hi~
What's goin on? Nothing at all. Right now im in a very bad mood..i have already cried..ugh. At least tomorrow is wednesday. My life is just.. ridiculous. I Swear.. i mean.. i know that there are people who have it worse than me....and that its a bad sign to be this sad all the time..but i can't help it. My life is a fucking mess! Nobody understands what it's like..to wake up.. go to school exhausted..put on this fake front and laugh and smile ad joke.. then work thier butt off at track..ad still be crappy....n then come home...be treated like shyt.. and then cry.It's just ridiculous..and i cant stand it anymore. I go through my everyday life working my ass off for other people and i dont get a damn thing. I have to have the worst luck in the world.. by far. All i wanna do is lose weight.and it doesnt matter hwo much i fuckin run cant..I work my ass off for my grades, and everything else that i earn.. and i have to fight to get my licence.. i wont get car..but these lazy ass kids at boardman get every fukin thing they want handed to them..and they dont even work half as hard as half i do..its fuckin ridiculos. I try so hard to be bold and attractive to somebody i like..but no.. they have to go off and like somebody else..n you know wat? im willin to bet it's because im not skinny enough..or pretty enough or whatever. i just cant take it. IM sick of bein surrouned by friends who get things handed to them..its just..all boiling over. It's this same cycle..nothing can ever change and just go right. And as much as i love my friends..they dont understand..because they are getti cars and such for their bdays..they can go wherever tey ant..they have guys that love them but they just take advantage of..its bullshyt...and i have been crying and i just cant stop..im just full of tears..and even tho i knoew its a sign of weakness..i cant help it. It's wired hwo many people put up fronts about their lives..and i cant lie.. so ayboyd who reads this will know that at school thaht is all just an act...and that is the easiest way to deal with it. Just pretend. Even if things arent okay..pretending is easier than crying to everybody. Nobody knows how bad i want to skip school tomorrow. I just hate it..ugh. Thats why i cry at nite partly because i have togo back the next day. And i just dont want to! I would do nethingto not have to go back..its just ridiculous...everything is ridiculous. I have to stop..because im gettin myself too upset..im out..
xoxo
~ashley~
hope your lovvin life...:/ |
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| " Head over heels...out of control.." |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|09:32 pm] |
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Hey~
What's goin on? nothing here..at all. Today was just..a typical monday...Ugh.. I guess the hard part is over though. MOnday is always the worst. Because you are just comin out of a relaxing weekend and it just..ugh. sucks. SO today i had a lil mini breakdown and started crying in math class. Nobody noticed...of course..but im glad bc it was just a time to myself. I needed to cry. I'm so stressed out..the things in my life are just incredibly screwed up and sometimes i need to cry...to let everything out..its better than cuttin myself or doig something bad..so yeah.. Tomorrow our girls have a meet a Jackson..i however..wont be participating because I have 3 test on Wednesday..and i cant afford to fail them you know. So yeh.. i just cant get over how upset today made me..it just ugh...i hate mondays!! yuckie! Why cant it just go Sunday..Tuesday.. lol. how bout that? lol.i dono. Well..i guess the good news is.tomorrow is tuesday..and then it will be wednesday..and then thursday...and finaly tgif.. will somebodyplease tell me y im talkin bout the fukin days of the week? llol..im just a mess right now. My brain is mush.. between school, and boys.. n track...my brain..my whole body..my whole life is mussh. I just wana play hoookie one day..to relax my mind. AAhhh!! Why does life have to go this way. Why does everybody's life have to be screwed up..why do boys have to come into your life..and then break your heart? there are like a million questios i just want answered.. they bother me..because i just have this idea bout how i want my life to go.and it so doesnt go that way! It's just..interesting..so..sice i have a humongous bio test on wednesday..maybe i should go look over my notes..just to get a head start.. *comment*..peace
xoxo
~aShLeY~
i just realized how hard it would be.. to land on my feet..:/ |
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| "Feelin good..feelin great..i look good..dont hate..." |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|09:26 pm] |
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Hey~
How are things goin? Pretty good i suppose. Today was a pretty relaxing sunday..i honestly didnt do nethign realy. I woke up..went to church, n then i came home..took a nap..and i have been watchin the Surreal Life all day long. So..that was my sunday. SO yup..i have decided..i need a lover.. lol
I just need a boy!! SOmetimes i get in my moods where im all independent..bbut sometiems im dead serious..i need a man. Big time! Today i got compliments by 2 guys...neither one was important to me..but it was still two compliemtns..so i felt pretty good. But..of course..any guy who is important to me.. doenst care bout me.or ever say ething..so im like...wat is the point in gettinhappy bout compliments..if they arent from the person i want them to be from you know? Lol NO of course you dont..so..i dono..i dont eve wana talk bout this anymore..so..imma go finish watchin the surreal life..*comment*
xoxo
~AShLeY~
...of course they werent from you...:/ |
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| "YAAMMMS!!" |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|11:06 pm] |
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Hey~
What's goin on? Nada thing here. IM soo bored you woudldnt even understand. So..today was a pretty productive saturday. I woke up..after a very good night's sleep..n then lounged around..watched saturday morning cartoons..then i got dressed..and went to the ymca! Omg..i felt soo good exercising..it just..aah.. relaxed me..made me feel good..like i was doing something good...so yup..then i came home..did some things..n took a nice lil nap...ad then..i threw on some sweats..and went to my gmas. She made macaroni and cheese! I was soo excited. My plan was to make some velveeta shells and cheese...but wheni saw that i was like..bump velveeta. lol..homemade..hell ya. So..that was my Saturday. No..it wanst full of partying..but it was awesome in it's own way. oh ya..i forgot tomention how i called tara n we actd stupid and wierd for like a half hour..lol..i love that girl! lol ha!..so yup..now im watchin phil of the future...so iim out! *comment** Peace..
xoxo
~AsHleY~ |
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| "Show me love..." |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|10:06 pm] |
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Hey!
What's up? Nada thing! lol. This week flew by so fast. I Cant belive it is already friday. THis week flew by. Even though i am glad because i get to sleep in..yes..and i dont have to get my hair done or nething..so im hopin my mom will just drop me off at the ymca..and i can just chill out there for awhile. Get some good excersise in! Yes..im so excited. So..tonite after track I came home and got showered..and then tara called and we decided on going to the mall. Omg i have to be the biggest pig in the whole world. I ate Dairy Queen and fries...from chik-fila..and omg..it felt good..but damn i shouldnt have eaten it. I Saw brian and mike jackson...and they kind of embarassed me..and lol..its all good tho. So...Margaret was supposed to get off of work at 9:30...so we were prepared to be picked up...but she wasnt answering her phone..so me and tara walkked aroiund the outside of the mall..lol..and then we tured around and went back the other way..lol..and then we wnet over to the entrance my jillias..and sat down...all of a sudden she goes " there is a huge spider comin down"..adn there was! aahh! lol.i was freakin out..so..after i calmed down..i noticed these 3 guys..standin outside..n they were staring at me hard..ad then they sat down outside right next to the window and started lookin at me and tara...and tara called margrate and was like " get us out of here..please"...so we sat there scurred for a bit..and then margaret came and we walked outside..ad then ran to the car..omg..it was so hilarious..tara's reaction..priceles.. I will never forget. So..im exhausted right now..but imma try and stay up as long as i can so when i finally go to bed..it will feel soo nice..aahh..yes..sounds like a plan to me...*commment*
xoxo
~AsHlEy~
I shouldnt still be thinkin bout you...:/ |
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| " This shyt is bananas..." |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|09:30 pm] |
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Hey~
What is going on? Nada damn thing here. RIght now im super exhaustea and super bored. Today.. was kind of a bad day in the beginnning..:/...so..i dont even want to get into it. However...it got much better i must say so myself. I went to school, then track, and then hurried home and got changed.and went back out to the chick fila thingy. It was fun. Brooke is so freakin funni..her and Carrie trying to sneak those cards in was too funny. And then.. Liz in her cow uniform..ugh..that was hilarious..she wad doin her lil booty dance..and then she fell and her nose was in the street..it was funni. I couldnt help gigglin at those crazy girls. lol..wow..as tiring as track is..it is hilarious! lol. Well..tomorrow is Friday.THank goodness. THis week went really fast. I cant belive it is friday already...it will be the weekend and i will be able to sleep in. I had kinda wanted to go see the girls at the track meet..but then i thought...hm..maybe ill sleep in and go the ymca..so..i'll talk to ashley and see what she thinks. If she wants to go..ill go..and then go to the ymca..and then sleep all the rest of the nite. Aah..doesnt that seem like the perfect plan. Yes ..i think it does. I swear..sometimes life suprises you with some of its's perfect situations..**
xoxo
~AsHleY~ |
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| " This my shyt.." |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|09:13 pm] |
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Hey~
What's goin on? Nothing here at all.Kinda bored. Today was a pretty good day overall. I didnt have track practice so that made thigsa lot easier.lol.I could be in a better mood. I swear the days are going by so fast..it's already 4-20..basically the end of april..and then.. school will be over in about a month. yay! lol..i cant wait. And i esepcially cant wait for track to be over. I mean..i love it..and i love the girls..but..its jsut really making me tired..and today just to coem home and take a nap felt soo good. SO..once it's over..ill be glad. Plus..it's not like im some wonderful athelete or something.. so..im not that focused on anything great happen..so..im just lookin forward to the end. you know?lol I dono. Right now i feel kinda sick.. i dono whether it is because i ate too much or what..but i feel like i wanan puke..lol yuck. I just wana go to bed. I wish i didnt have to go to school tomorrow.Even though it is thursday! the week is almost over!lol yay. i cant wait for the weekend. Im hopin to get a little bit of time in at the ymca..n then saturday go to see the girls run their track meet. It's a county meet..and im not good enough to be in it..:(..no im only kidding..im glad im not good enough..that would have met have to ru n like..twice as many meets..so..thank the lord..;)lol. Alright..Big Mamma's House is on..so imma go lay down on the couch and watch it..hope to settle my stomach..*comment*
xoxo
~aShLeY~
it's gettin easier i suppose...:/ |
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